Waka- Waka

WAKA-WAKA

It means courage that's what my uncle told me. I really want to cry right now. In my school today.. last day of January I sleep on my class. I had finished all of my hands - on so I don't have works to do. After we take our long test I was so disappointed because I can see that my grades are low and the only way to solve this error is to have high grades on Midterm exams.I really hate my Javascript because I really don't understand those tags, function and so on. I really want to learn but I feel sleepy whenever I am at my class I don't know why. When I did the foolish thing in my life. I had decided to give up all- my studies and all the opportunity for my future. I was crying when my uncle scold me. i know it's my fault to share my thoughts because she blurt it out.

 now, I am still studying I wish its vacation time! cause my cousin will be here with me.

One Man in an Island

There was a time where I feel I was all alone but then ... I hear the whispering of the wind , the bubbles in the water, and the echo of my own voice.
I don't want to be alone .. well actually I'm not alone.. I have all what I need and the rest is up to me to decide whether to continue or to stop. It's just a matter of survival, I question myself, Can I survive. I've done many sins but then they still forgiven me. I don't know what to say to them because of all the wrong things that I've done. Am I a trustworthy?
   I think "NOT" because I did many foolish things like forgetting all their reminders and I am always not aware of my surroundings and also I cannot wake up early. You know I really what someone that I could trust and even my secrets are safe. I met someone who I thought the one that I can lean on and can share all my thoughts. One day I share my thoughts to her then I was so shock that after the day that thing was revealed......
  I know that that comment is wrong but that is what I see everyday.. I thought it was right to tell to her all my burden but then she disappoint me...
Oh My God ! that's the only thing that I can say.

Mischevious Kiss

Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni's house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend's house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend's son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo's heart?

Dear Diary: Remarkable

It is my six month in my uncle's house when I discover that I am stupid. I feel so down for myself, whenever I saw a person I want to hide and I want to die now!!! My uncle says that I am under psychological damage. Although I cannot understand this I listen to every word he says as he continue his teaching to me. He clarify to me that I must feel a pain inside my chest and I must have a strength to become a better person. He also told me that I must worry about our situation because we are always in great danger. I cannot accept it because I don't know what is the exact reason why we are in danger. Soon I feel the anger in my chest. I cried a lot but I promise to myself that I must become strong, palabra de honor and a have  self-confident.
Because I always accept others and I am afraid to know what's right or wrong I always  agree. Soon I found out that I must have my own decision. In this circumstances I cannot understand really the term "ANGER".Can somebody help me. I don't know that I am psychological damage. My uncle said that it is the result of physical abuse that my father did to us four. I don't know that I am having this kind of problem. In my situation I am always afraid, I don't want to be seen or neither talk to people, I don't want to interact with them, I am afraid to know other opinions about me and last and the most important is I am losing my self- esteem. This maybe the reason why I am stupid, a pigeon (a person peron who is easily fooled ) i don't want to become a pigeon and no body's perfect isn't? I f you want to advice me about my condition kindly please submit it to my yahoomail. I hope I can cure this sick of mine.