There was a time where I feel I was all alone but then ... I hear the whispering of the wind , the bubbles in the water, and the echo of my own voice.
I don't want to be alone .. well actually I'm not alone.. I have all what I need and the rest is up to me to decide whether to continue or to stop. It's just a matter of survival, I question myself, Can I survive. I've done many sins but then they still forgiven me. I don't know what to say to them because of all the wrong things that I've done. Am I a trustworthy?
I think "NOT" because I did many foolish things like forgetting all their reminders and I am always not aware of my surroundings and also I cannot wake up early. You know I really what someone that I could trust and even my secrets are safe. I met someone who I thought the one that I can lean on and can share all my thoughts. One day I share my thoughts to her then I was so shock that after the day that thing was revealed......
I know that that comment is wrong but that is what I see everyday.. I thought it was right to tell to her all my burden but then she disappoint me...
Oh My God ! that's the only thing that I can say.
I don't want to be alone .. well actually I'm not alone.. I have all what I need and the rest is up to me to decide whether to continue or to stop. It's just a matter of survival, I question myself, Can I survive. I've done many sins but then they still forgiven me. I don't know what to say to them because of all the wrong things that I've done. Am I a trustworthy?
I think "NOT" because I did many foolish things like forgetting all their reminders and I am always not aware of my surroundings and also I cannot wake up early. You know I really what someone that I could trust and even my secrets are safe. I met someone who I thought the one that I can lean on and can share all my thoughts. One day I share my thoughts to her then I was so shock that after the day that thing was revealed......
I know that that comment is wrong but that is what I see everyday.. I thought it was right to tell to her all my burden but then she disappoint me...
Oh My God ! that's the only thing that I can say.
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